School or Work

It's the ultimate question. Time is currently limited for me as I just woke up but I had to jot it down.

School next fall for my masters... moving away from a place I'v lived for a while.... to further my education for a career that most likely will depend on it...

OR

Staying here for 2 more years on a grant funded, contract position in the field I want to work in, with really, really good pay.

Well I applied. I'm waiting. It's SUCH an amazing opportunity. I worked with the lady before and she has so much to teach me, to offer me, and I really enjoyed her company.

But it is a big decision.

I haven't heard back. It should be soon I think. I hate leaving the gallery I'm at but... I just feel I need to do this.

But I also feel that it's just too good to be true :(. If I don't hear back soon, I'm going to lose it. I'm also going to miss my chance to take the GREs and then I really won't be able to apply for school. And THAT will be super shitty. So I hope its soon.

Just needed to jot that down... I need to not feel nervous about this all the time. I'm starting to stress eat far more then I should...